I SIT SO REMOVED FROM MY BEHAVIOR
MY POOR IMPULSE CONTROL
MY POOR IMPULSE CONTROL
MY POOR IMPULSE CONTROL
I HAVE PAINTED PICTURE DARK; TWISTED
THE ISLAND/CLOUD/SUPERPOSITION
FUCKING TWISTED
BECAUSE I HAVE SAT HERE SO FAR REMOVED
clicking back into a sense of SHAME
preceded by ego-tripping shamelessness
and
I am loving every moment of this self sabotage
this emotional torture of ME
sitting in HINDSIGHT
