Happiness.

I have lived at my most prophetic
alone and self abusing
I've been in abundance at this
second hour of day
in some vague cinematic ideal
with only the page to see.
getting home in the
middle of the night
headthings in and
feeling gutted and
torn_____remember
falling for the city?
remember getting home?
today when today
comes before
yesterday
i remember
the things I
haven't done yet
i remember them
vividly.

Attrition

getting transfixed
in my origin
in my workload of Soul
in this
most meaningful
human hole
I put myself in for Creation.

All my lonlies and all my Creatives,

follow soot.

Restart my mind.

Thinking of the path winds the path.

Chasing the feeling provokes it removed.

It is windy.

Restart my mind.

Meet me in blank confidence.

Blatant be the way from there.

But,
how?

Let me brew in the truth of Next.

As if light comes from the opposite side of shadow, I don't
believe it.

Darkness doesn't penetrate.

It lingers as if cold.

Except that it's never cold.

Fickle quantum is between all matter, and that's
being kind.

Reaction is everywhere. 

Where did this soot come from?

 

Scenior (inner battle)

Light evades light
had whatever night
forgot you desperate
forgot you desolate, even
forgot you on the impulse of your honesty.

It may be your turn for darkness
have you now perspired
have you now infatuated
on some unruly bend of skin.

It may be your turn for darkness
shine ceasing shine.

For what momentary memory
shall I complement yours?